We love differently. Men with their brains and sometimes their dick, while women solely with their heart. That's when they fall blindly.

Now I've picked up my pieces. I'm ready to move on. I just don't know how much I wanna continue in this friendship that was forged to make me get over him so quickly. To a certain extend, I believe he'll be fine even if I disappeared for good. To another extend, I don't know whether I wanna do that. Sometimes his temper and his actions would make my blood boil and yet there were times I felt completely at ease with him. No need to be prim and proper, watch table manners, sip wine like I honestly know from what God damn year it came from. The times he made me laugh at his silly antics and times I just wanna disturb him because he looks and behaves nothing like a 29 coming 30 year old.

But I'm tired too. When 2 souls who do not wish to be tied down come together and became a little more than friends. But insist that we're both friends. Shit. It's confusing. I just wanna let go of everything, dump it out of the window and start afresh. Deleting whatever's unpleasant and hopefully those pleasant memories won't make me regret my decision.

Darn. I hate it when my brain works overtime. It's confusing! Gosh. When I wanna let go, he pulls it back. When I try to stay or forge forward I run into a cold line. Then the cycle continues. Maybe it's better this way since we hadn't had big fights or anything like that for 6 mths unlike my past relationships who didn't even see through 1 week. This is like the best scenario for the both of us and yet my morales are tugging on my heartstrings. It's like driving blindly on a neverending road with a danger of coming to a complete halt with a world-smashing crash.

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