Sigh. I dislike distrust I guess. Especially when people accuse you of something you didn't do and ask you to admit to it. Which I did. Even though I've never done it. I simply felt too worn out to fight over it and admitted it. If it makes him "happy". To think he even said "I dunno what you doing and I don't care". You just asked me to admit to the act and you're saying you dunno what I'm doing. WOW...

Then today at work. Some senior from another shift totally put me down. He actually told others jokingly that if they're not sure what's going on with their work just send as mine. Juniors are expected to be fucked up anyway. I was livid. I may not be the best. But I'm quite sure I'm better than some of the fucked up seniors. At least I'm willing to learn and I've better grasp at whatever I'm learning faster than some of them! Urgh. Irritated.

This is the worst day since 2010 started.

Then an ex-collegue of mine was saying I haven't been adherring to the advices I've given him previously. Well... It's the typical stereotype version of "easier said than done" as you can see. I obviously don't look as emotional as my MSN nicks/facebook status. If I do then I'll look like the walking undead and probably be forced to take leave to stablize myself before work. I can still manage la. Geez. I still wanna be the sunshine in others' life. Although mine is a quiet rain throughout.

窗外的天气
就像是 你多变的表情
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你 我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃

听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

久违的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信 我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

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